It's My Story

Isaac 1st day @school

2012-01-06T17:07:00.000+08:00

I was among some of the working mum that won't be able to experience sending own child to school on the first day....it's the day when they start to believe only what their teacher said instead of own parents...and it will always start with 'my Lau Seh said...'......Isaac enjoy his school day very much...and when i asked him what he learnt at school...."i learned ayam and buaya"...."my Lau Seh..got small rotan bah.."...it's was funny....as for Ivan, he felt lonely during the first day at home without his brother...then when the time come to pick up Isaac...he will run to his class and called out Isaac...the happiness to be together again is indescribable...

Ivan waiting for Isaac

p/s: Isaac...mak will pick you up every friday ya...and will send you to school if mak got meeting in the morning too...

2011 summary

2011-12-28T16:32:00.000+08:00

2011 was a good year but somehow something along the year could be more better...and I've been not that actively update my blog too because I've nothing too share just typical ordinary days....and as for my working environment, it's really nice to be in gred A school...the burden is lesser that small school...you only hold one or two important position at school but as for my school, we lack of 'bantuan kerajaan' since it was a missionary school so it's really hard to get A4 paper for photocopying and other stationary too...you need to buy it yourself....

As for Christmas, the kids was excited and this year I'll be celebrate the Christmas at my MIL...since the CNY was just around the corner too so need to save some budget lah...

what else....I'm planning to have our third bundle of joy next year...and been trying since October but no luck yet maybe 'rahimku tersepit lagi'...maybe i need to be massage again...will do it soon...

so 2012...I'm not wishing for anything, i just want my family to be granted with good health and happiness all throughout the year...that's all i want...

Happy 7th Anivesary

2011-12-03T16:39:00.000+08:00

Marriage is a Wonderful Journey That You Make Together

In marriage,

walk the path together,

side by side

whenever possible.

Remember to hold each other

when t is cold.

If the air becomes too close,

make a little space so each

can breath.

When the path is narrow,

pick one to go first.

Always be willing to follow;

don't be afraid to lead.

Trust your partner, trust yourself,

for marriage is a journey that leads to great love.

...Mary E. Buddingh...

kundasang

2011-10-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

it's been a while since the last trip of our family short holiday...so here we are at cattle farm of kundasang....love this place so much. Not that many picture taken just few photo...actually it's my school trip and frankly, it's boring coz we didn't go to poring..

..us..

...love this pic...

Futsal under 12

2011-10-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

This is my futsal team during the carnival futsal under 12 at Tambunan...even thou we didn't win the medal but really enjoy the experience.

"After each game, I want to be able to say: I gave it all I could, I gave it my best"

pizza cake

2011-09-24T11:34:00.000+08:00

my birthday pizza

Another year is a happy gift,
So cut your pizza, and say,

"Instead of counting birthdays, I count blessings every day!"

p/s: instead of having a cake for my birthday; I'm baking myself a pizza...sound weird but i enjoy it very much...and for this year, i just want to be granted with good health all throughout the years and many more and...and...perhaps hit the jackpots...:) Happy Birthday Elsa...

what...

2011-07-19T19:21:00.000+08:00

It's has been 10 years for me working as a teacher...and with HIS will, I'll be teaching for another 10 years perhaps...above all, praise to the lord that I'm still be able to works with good health and be able to stand on the ground firmly and of course the patient...patient towards my pupils...hopefully it stay that way for a very long time too...but in future, i would love to works in the office or maybe other departments...who's know, just wait and see...so, after officially getting my black and white DG32...I'll be applying for my DG41 next year and will go through interview again...which i need to read all the 'things & stuff'...preparing document and just get ready...by then maybe continue to another level...it's all in my plans...i just hope I'll be achieving some of it before my 40s coming....one day at a time...

Isaac is going to be 4 this year and already registered him at SJKC Yuh Min last Wednesday (13.07.11)...and giving him the ideas of going to school is a mix feeling..and when he saw the pink uniform, straight away NO!!! i don't want to wear that!!....hahahah...teaching ABC's & 123s is another story, teaching my pupils at school is easy but own kids is like something...ermmm..well, i don't know how to explain perhaps you'll get the experience when the time comes....but big thank to YouTube and all Disney channel...my Isaac learn a lot form them...and of course MTV too....i just can't wait for his fisrt day at school..

Food For Thought

2011-06-12T11:33:00.000+08:00

James 5:12 urges Christian to let your "YES mean YES and your NO mean NO". This is important advice for parents. Parents who consistently deliver on what they say they'll do, are respected and taken more seriously by their children.

Parents who vacillate between executing a "yes" and "no" are seen as weak and even pliable. Consider the mom who does not have the heart to discipline her child.

"Wait until your father comes home!" she threatens. What will the father do that she will not? Usually he will deliver on what he says - and junior knows it.

Colossians 3:21 says to fathers: "Do not provoke your children, so that that may not become discouraged". Parents provoke and discourage their children when they fail to keep their word. Children become unsure about being able to trust such parents. But when a parent cannot deliver on something, it is best to explain the change of plans to the child and offer an apology if warranted.

When you really think about it, parents who deliver on a promise to reward or a threat to punish demonstrate a form of self-control that will not escape any child's notice.

[Courtesy to HERALD June 12, 2011]

Holidays & Tunang

2011-06-06T20:52:00.000+08:00

Elsie & Cyrus

Finally it's holiday time...and as usual before the holiday, need to finished all the so called work so that i can enjoy my holiday peacefully...so this time around, will be busy with two engagement cover story but i think I'll be most busy during my youngest sister (elsie) tunang ceremony lah...which is on the fourth of June...and everything was need to be prepared a week before the actual date...shopping, cleaning, cooking etc...and as for me, I'm quite clam with myself now...and my first week holiday were just fly in a blink...as for the second week, well i guess I'll be resting and be full time mommy lah...which give me headache but loving every minutes of it....and Isaac will be registered at Yuh Min kindergarten right after the school holiday....how time has passed...few more month, he'll be wearing school uniform and need to wake up early too...i wonder what happen by that time......until then, i just want to spend my another five days holidays peacefully with my kids...

Lately....

2011-05-24T11:12:00.000+08:00

i really dunno what i felt at the moment...my feelings...it seem had been mix up in a blender... hard for me to express my true genuine feelings...I've lost something along the way and i dunno what it is...i felt empty...really empty...

Actual Wedding Workshop

2011-04-20T10:39:00.000+08:00

I love taking photo but only bought my DSLR on 2009...since then, many trial and errors along the journey as a greenhorn photography..and still need more improvement and basic knowledge in capturing moments...great moments. So too gain more knowledge, I've attended "Actual Wedding Course" by Benny Liew...he's very generous with sharing tips and ideas...but one's need to practice alot in order to get what you want...some of the things that mention during the course was never came to my mind...maybe next time I'll do that during my photography session....what i need to do before and after...thank you for the opportunity...

Ms. May Yunna...the beauty was mesmerizing

...Yunna & Fizy...

the man behind the workshop...Mr.Benny Liew

Mr. Fizy....melt every woman heart

Chinese Birth Calendar

2011-04-12T20:44:00.001+08:00

Lately, I've been busy with this

i'm going to try it out,

i wonder what would the result be,

and with HIS will,

hopefully it's gonna work out..amen.

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2011-03-10T20:19:00.000+08:00

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Spank or Not?

2011-02-19T21:08:00.002+08:00

Right cheek

Left cheek

Is it okay to spank or cane your child? It's an age-old question. Some people believe that if you spare the cane, you will spoil the child. Others advocate there is never a good enough reason to resort to hitting, spanking or caning the child.

Last Tuesday was public holiday, and we were having some family members come over the house for some chit chatting session and of course their kids is tagging along with them. As we were busy story telling while the kids were running all over the place...without any warning, Isaac cried out loud and the way he cried i knew he was in pain...really in pain. As Isaac approaching his daddy, i noticed that his expression was different...the father of my child was very angry...angry with what had happened....a child scratch Isaac face...and it's bleeding...and what worse is...the child's mother just say 'nakk..jangan bah jahat' in soft voice as she walked to her son...and that's all she do...nothing else...nothing! it was not the first time he scratch his friends face...he had been scratching his cousin faces too...as for me and hubby, we definitely will have long conversation later...

Any mother will be hurt to see such situation and frankly, i do spank my child BUT extremely rare. It's only on occasions when they simply do not listen and it could endanger them. In such situations, I would spank them there and then. It's a good way to discipline them so they learn to respect the laws and rules. Usually, i will spank them on their butt or hands but of course not hard enough to leave scars but painful enough to remind them that what they had done is wrong or dangerous and to make sure they will think twice before being naughty or disobedient again in future....of course i definitely will feel bad about it - they're my babies but that's the way our parenting...you'll be spank if you've done something wrong...if it is the first time they doing wrong or being naughty or disobedient we'll explain to them why they shouldn't do something or misbehave. Spanking is always a last resort.

I would never tell parents that it's okay to spank if they can't help it or if they feel they have to, because I know there are people out there who can't control themselves and they go overboard. You have to ask yourself....Whether you say it's the right thing to do or not, you need to consider whether the person spanking the child is doing it for the right reasons or if they're doing it to release tension.....so it up to you...do what the best for your children...spank or not?

Ovarian Cysts

2011-02-11T18:20:00.003+08:00

Ovarian cysts are small fluid-filled sacs that develop in a woman's ovaries. Most cysts are harmless, but some may cause problems such as rupturing, bleeding, or pain; and surgery may be required to remove the cyst(s). It is important to understand the function of the ovaries and how these cysts may form. Women normally have two ovaries that store and release eggs. Each ovary is about the size of a walnut, and one ovary is located on each side of the uterus. One ovary produces one egg each month, and this process starts a woman's monthly menstrual cycle. The egg is enclosed in a sac called a follicle. An egg grows inside the ovary until estrogen (a hormone), signals the uterus to prepare itself for the egg. In turn, the lining of the uterus begins to thicken and prepare for implantation of a fertilized egg resulting in pregnancy. This cycle occurs each month and usually ends when the egg is not fertilized. All contents of the uterus are then expelled if the egg is not fertilized. This is called a menstrual period. In an ultrasound image, ovarian cysts resemble bubbles. The cyst contains only fluid and is surrounded by a very thin wall. This kind of cyst is also called a functional cyst, or simple cyst. If a follicle fails to rupture and release the egg, the fluid remains and can form a cyst in the ovary. This usually affects one of the ovaries. Small cysts (smaller than one-half inch) may be present in a normal ovary while follicles are being formed. Ovarian cysts affect women of all ages. The vast majority of ovarian cysts are considered functional (or physiologic). This means they occur normally and are not part of a disease process. Most ovarian cysts are benign, meaning they are not cancerous, and many disappear on their own in a matter of weeks without treatment. While cysts may be found in ovarian cancer, ovarian cysts typically represent a harmless (benign) condition or a normal process. Ovarian cysts occur most often during a woman's childbearing years. (read more..)

Yesterday..i receive sms from a friend of mine (sa...sya ada ovary cyst..)...i was totally shock because i knew she was so very healthy...didn't drink or smoke...and she was an athlete....i call her, she told me everything. the pain started last month but yesterday the pain was unbearable and needed medical attention immediately and she insisted to be scan (as you know, government hospital only scan a person when the person is half death or else) so the result show that one of her ovary had been swollen...then guess what, she needed to be in waiting list to meet the so called DOKTOR PAKAR...luckily, she didn't wait for it and when to Rafflesia Medical Center the next day...and the result was truly frightening coz the sacs has been 10cm big/long...and needed to be operate ASAP...next Monday, she'll be admitted and will be removing the sacs for sure...but unfortunately, her insurance didn't cover the illness...and had pull everything out to pay the bills...it's around 4k++....and as a friend, i only can offer a shoulder to cry on and of course dedicate Sunday mass to her...hopefully everything when well...and she so grate full that she's already had two kids of her own...and me, myself can't imagine what she going through at the moment...i just hope and pray that she'll be fine very very fine after the surgery...Cath, I'll be praying very very hard for you..so don't worry ya...i love you...

To all women out there...please check your insurance policy make sure it's cover for this illness OVARIAN CYSTS and CYSTIC FIBROSIS...if not please do get one for yourself...it won't cost you much...If you want, i can introduce you to my agent which is also my hubby....just take a minute and think deeply about it...but if you're super rich then it will be another story.

Gong Xi Fa Cai

2011-02-07T16:22:00.000+08:00

it's bunny year and as usual we'll be having family reunion at my grandma house...everything is about family, food and drinks of course and this year we started karaOK and the kids pula yang pajak mic...me, all song was sung sumbangly but who's care...yang penting menyumbang kan...but actually someone did CARE...my lau kung lah...he's the only person who will shout from afar """binikuuuuu...sumbanggggg...""...hahahaha...above all we enjoy our CNY very much....i didn't drink till drop as ivan was tailing me all the time...so me jadi bar tender sja lah...here's some pic that i manage to captured...

the kids with they choir style

it's debbie birthday wit home made cake

isaac with his long face..waiting for his piece of cake

ang pow time

lion dance

mau buat magarita but after few shot...my nenek called it "menderita"...hahahah..and keep calling for menderita to be serve....

the 1st day of CNY...we're having mee soto...

debbie's birthday

soooo....wishing all family members and friend gong xi fa cai and may the year of bunny will bring us lotsa luck, fortune and good health all through out the year....

2010 & 2011

2011-01-16T10:48:00.000+08:00

....Dec 2010....

Xmas was awesome...family gathering and foods was delicious...and so does Ivan birthday party...thanks to Rev. Fr. Valentine Gompuk for the holy mass during Ivan's Birthday...well, 2010 has been a very good year to me as mommy and wife even there's some bumpy road here and there but eventually we all manage to get through it specially after having our second child...the house has become merrier as ever and family trip will be our annual highlight of family events..thank God for everything.

This year also will be the the last and final year for me at SK Kitou. My application to transfer to nearer school had been approve and I'm super happy about it. I love teaching here but under some circumstances, I've to move to new school which nearer to home because Isaac will start his schooling time next 2012 so thank God my prayer were answered....and because of some issue that i really can't stand...so better for me to put it aside and keep moving forward...and to those people who's keep making trouble and keep telling other that they're no good at anything, hope you'll find peace in yourself...should i say RIP!

...Jan 2011...

Usually i would turn right and drive like 50km per day but on the first day of school (3 Jan 2011) i was turning left and drive for about 15km perday and will be home at 1pm if there no meetings or AOB...and it only took five to school if the road was clear...and i felt something that very unusual, my routine has been change and felt lonely during the first day...i knew most of the teachers there but maybe we haven't bonding yet so that's why i felt a bit left out and after two weeks working in the new environment, i felt accepted and still looking for that one particular person who's can be the one that willing to hear all my rumbling toughts...above all these things, i'm happy to works at new school.
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For this year, i just want my families to be in pink of health all through out the year and may this bunny year bring us more prosperity and luck in each every one of us.
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...as for the photos, next entry lah kio..

Working + Xmas

2010-12-20T16:53:00.000+08:00

xmas present

The Xmas gift is half way and if you notice there's some labels haven't been stick yet coz i didn't know what to give to those person...four more day to go, i guess i think of something by tomorrow or so...and wrapping these present isn't easy coz Isaac and Ivan tend to tear everything before Xmas so I've to do it late at night or whenever they're not around...and of course to put on my monster face each time they out there hands on the present...and after few yelling form they mommy monster...they just ignore the existing of it which makes mommy alot happier but keep asking "can open already kah makkkk"...few more to go..

the official letter

I receive the official letter last week and my new work place will be at SRK ST David Toboh Tambunan...dekat sudah kan...super HAPPY! and going to lapor diri on 28/12/10....and as for now, I'm really struggling (kunun) to kasi siap all the things and stuffs (Nota Serah Tugas) before heading to new school...but xmas is almost here and my working mode berkarat sudah so had to kasi siap juga lah kan...and the KSSR yearly....what choice do i have???

our xmas tree

This is our Xmas tree...being put up with lots of love...my kids do the decoration this year so macam macam ada...most of it Disney character...Isaac was the one who's very excited to put up the tree as he knew Xmas is coming soon....coz everywhere he go, he'll see Xmas tree so he ask me to find our xmas tree lah...mau kasi beautiful2 he said....and the lip lap is still working after being kept in th box for almost a year...so tidak payah beli lah lagi....and he request to build a snowman...."makkk..why no snowman"...too much cartoon i guess....so me pretend didn't hear what he said....hahahahah...

p/s: when the fun is getting started....it's mean school season is approaching fast too...

meoww

2010-12-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

Went to kuching for my first family holiday...actually our flight 1- 3 dec had been reschedule so I've to change the whole trip to 6-9 dec...apa yang nampak kalau terbang malam...and as for Isaac kasian nie, to kuching gelap and return pun gelap..teda erti...bikin panas but what to do kan so change date mean extra RM lahh....but it worth every single peeny to see Isaac smiling and excited face....he was super excited to ride on airplane and he was so wanted to go home after the first night....we stay there for three nights and do some shopping of course but not that really shopping coz compare to KK...it's better here :) we rent taxi for the first and second day for touring purpose and it was fun and tired....since Ivan still not walking properly, we have to carry him everywhere...overall, I'm loving it! Next year...we'll be ready for gambar pasport....

isaac admiring the kapal

croc in action

my anak2

....and the BEST about kuching is NO NO NO pilakssss....

it's here...

2010-12-02T15:25:00.000+08:00

Hubby: apa tuu...

Me: adiah xmas...

Hubby: sapa punya...

Me: sa sma si elsie

Hubby: apalah ....

Me: Handbagsss....heheheheh

Hubby: aiksss..bukan ko baru beli bag ka tadi....

Me: ya lahhh...tu beli d tamuuuu...nie online..untuk xmas present...

Hubby: ...........

Xmas present shouldn't be open early kan...but can't help it...mau juga buka tigu2 and test2...then bungkus balik lah....pretend to be surprise later...hahahhahh....i guess my Fabian nie or man, would never understand why most the woman needs more than one bag or shoes or clothes...even they were same pattern or size..what's make it different is the colour...but still want it in twelve varied colour...

Holidaysss

2010-11-30T18:50:00.000+08:00

I started shopping for Xmas present since yesterday (online)..and already bought few bags for me and my sister...the website was having a sale so what the heck...just key in numbers and wait for it to arrive soon...so who's next on the list...few more presents i guess...and next week we'll be flying for a short break of holiday and shopping of course...hopefully the flight won't be reschedule again...will clean our Xmas tree tomorrow and search for the ornaments...ntah mana sdah tu...and sure minta tukar lampu lip lap again...every year tukar...it's shopping...it's shopping...timeeeee.....

it's..

2010-11-26T12:59:00.000+08:00

It’s the fifth day of our seven weeks holidays…and most of my day was doing my part time job…buat sasad and full time housewife…next week will be going for our first family holiday trip…It’s not far, just next to Sabah…the land of hornbills…test test the kids naik aeroplane… and perhaps if murah rezeki urang bilang…we go over the sea next year…and I’m in the mood of xmas, and it’s shopping time and present of course…usually, I buy clothes that can be wears during CNY too…coz here at kampung, we only wear new cloths to church then after that tukar sdah jadi seluar pindik…easy to move and moginum and of course play daun turup…so gonna make my xmas lists but always end up with spending more than the budget list…

WOW moment

2010-11-20T09:52:00.000+08:00

WOW moment in my own definition is the moment i cherish, the moment that I've been waiting for and the moment to say "I'm proud of myself"...it is my own record breaking...during my yester-years, i have a few of my WOW moment...

My first WoW moment is when i receive my SPM result...with the result, i can enroll myself to any uni in Malaysia but unfortunately, my parents can't effort to let me 'go' ( no education fund) and luckily i was excepted to Maktab Kent and now I'm a teacher...

Another WoW moment of course my first "slip gaji"....the waiting is so unbearable and when it's there in the account...i was like spending most of it in food...because i love eating so much :)

Next, when I'm taking my marriage vows on 28 Nov 2005....i really dunno how to describe the moment but what i can recall is, I was shaking with happiness...

My big WOW moment is when i was pregnant and gave birth to Isaac and Ivan which is both 4++kg....the journey of motherhood was truly a long life time learning....everyday is a new day and my life was totally change...everything is about my kids...the decision, the astro program (monopolise by Isaac), the colour, the food and so on...and I'm happy about it...

So, today around 2pm I'm suppose to have my WoW moment again but i can't experience it and i can't go...I'm going to get my degree at PWTC today (20/11/2010)...it's not that i can't effort but no one will be there for me to witness the ceremony...it will be wrong for sad tears running out my eyes...its should be happy tears...one of my friend went there alone with another friend ...she told me "bagus ko jangan pigi kalau saturang sja...nanti lepas abis acara, semua urang kena sambut, ada bunga sma patung...begambar2...sedih sja" after she told me her story, i saw tears at the end of her eyes...of course i don't want to be alone...I'm sad really sad...i can't turn back the time...just moving forward i guess...just because you hate the whole ceremony things and its boring but how about me? my feeling? doesn't it matter?...doing thesis with kids is not easy...going to class during weekend which i suppose to spend with my family is not my choices to made...and after all the hard work, the fight and so on...moral support is all i need...i didn't ask for anything else, just be there for me when i need you...i don't hate you but how i wish if....

I just want to let it out...so that i will feel better about it tomorrow...

Now that you’ve graduated

Nothing can stop you now.

You’ve worked hard to get your degree;
It’s time to take a bow.

Wind of change

2010-11-18T20:02:00.000+08:00

after my third attempt and filling the "e-tukar"....the result was TAHNIAH!!!...but i haven't got the official letter yet and I'm feeling super happy...bye bye to 50km driving per-day for seven yester-years..

Life

2010-10-31T11:11:00.000+08:00

During the 40 days (25/10/10) of my late grandfather praying ceremony...Rev. Fr. Bonaventure in his preach

"...Selepas kita meninggal dunia, ada tiga tempat akan kita pergi...iaitu neraka, api penyucian dan surga...kalau mau pergi neraka sangat susah kerana tempat itu hanya untuk orang yang betul betul tidak percaya akan TUHAN...dan kebanyakan kita akan pergi ke api penyucian...dimana kita akan disucikan melalui api penyucian...tetapi ia bergantung kepada seberapa tebal dosa dosa yang telah kita buat...dan juga doa yang ditujukan kepada kita sebelum dihantar ke surga...."

it was something that easily to be understand by anyone...so, i wonder if i had been a good person in HIS eyes...i know. i 've done something bad in the past and going for confession won't erase anything...BERTAUBAT; i really want to but there's always temptation that i can't resist...above all, i thank you lord for not giving up on me...

1 month...

2010-09-26T20:13:00.000+08:00

Finally I've the mood to update...been lazy and busy with school, holidays and True Blood season 1 & 2...so, what happen for the last few weeks...on 29/8/2010, we when to Labuan for a short trip specially to stock up some liquor for 'moginum' occasion (anytime)...and it was the first time for Isaac to ride on a speedboat and he was scared at first but after a while...he was like yeeehaaaa....then, on 11/09/2010 was Jony and Esther engagement day which is also Hubby birthday...we had lotsa fun....and kelas tambahan for my year six pupils for two weeks....and 17/9/2010 my grandfather (Andam Yong) passed away...it's something that no need for me to put in words...because we not that close...he left my grandmother when my mum and her siblings need him the most...may your soul rest in peace....and on 20/9/2010, my bapa was admitted to the hospital for dengue fever...luckily it was a very fast action and now bapa is at home sweet home after spending five days at hospital...and finally, 24/9/10 I'm celebrating another year of mine...we didn't celebrate it due to my bapa condition and OtherHalf forget about it too which makes me feeling *%#!*& so that's the summing up for whole last month....

here's the liquor from labuan with luv

RIP grandfather

blue label was so damn expensive...nantilah kalau kana jackpot baru sa beli ko 1 dozen...tapun!!

It's over..

2010-08-22T19:26:00.000+08:00

For the past few week...been super busy sehinggakan my period pun lewat...it's because we been 'visited' by the Education Officer...everyday for 10 working days...full of stress and tension!! and luckily no one die...so many changes had been made at school...but more kerja2 kerani than teaching...sedia fail ini, sedia fail itu...so kalau buat kerja2 fail sja, bila mau mengajar?? Lesson Plan is another story...errmmm...they'll be 'visiting' us again after raya...

September is approaching fast...and it's means my and hubby birthday....so I'm looking forward to have a drink with you my love...going to Labuan next week if everything went well and looking forward to buy some Johnnie Walker..

Blue Label...never had the change to have a sip on you..

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the way they describe it sound so heavenly delicious and irresistible...can't wait to get my hands on you...perhaps Gold Label as well...

Pap Test

2010-07-29T20:05:00.000+08:00

A Pap smear, also known as a Pap test, named after its developer, George Papanicolaou, M.D, is a process that checks for abnormal cells on the cervix. The cervix is located on the lower part of the uterus, near the end of the vagina. It is very important to do this test before any abnormal cells have a chance to become cancerous. To take the sample, a doctor will hold open the vaginal walls with a special instrument called a speculum. This tool, which is pictured below, resembles the bills of a duck and is used to dilate the vagina, making access to the cervix much easier. The doctor will then gently brush your cervix with a cotton swab to remove a few cells. This sample is put on to a glass slide and sent into a laboratory to be tested. This is not a painful procedure because the cervix has so few nerve endings. However, this can depend on the anatomy of the patient, psychological factors, the skill of the practitioner, and other conditions. Some people tend to experience a mildly uncomfortable sensation, but this is completely normal. Although the name 'Pap smear' may be extremely daunting, the actual process is quick and easy, so don't worry!

went for this test last Monday (19/07/10) first time in my life...and i felt so super nervous bcoz some case the nurses will immediately can 'see' if something goes wrong and luckily mine is normal but still had to wait for the result and hopefully GOOD news...and of course you have to do some timming and wash2 lah kan before went for checking and after the tenth day of period...time2 'subur' :) feel super duper ashamed coz you'll be totally awake but must do the test and to those out there who's haven't done for the test...DO IT ASAP!! prevention is better than curing :)

say hello to HIM!! bought it last Wednesday at CPL - KK Plaza...gonna test him this Saturday at Dewan Masyarakat Tambunan..next week is Isaac birthday and will be celebrating his birthday at grandma house..

I'm super happy!

b2i

2010-07-20T05:56:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday 17/07/10..i went to Beginner @ intermediate basic photography course and i was really fun and educational too...and of course I'm looking forward for more courses in future..after this attending this course...I WANT TO UPGRADE MY SLR ASAP :)

my first manual setting...hitammmm sjaaa..

model and Mr. Andrew our trainer..

another shoot using manual mode...

..another disaster..

..jennifer..

finaly got it right (setting)

our models

..the participants..

i really want this..but can't effort :( this is vivien...she love photography so much and soon to be PRO...

half year..

2010-06-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

Half year almost pass by and everything seem to be in the fast lane...and starting 2morow, three of my pupils will be joining us for two month...i hope they'll have the time to learn because as you know, pupils in rural area has extra 'class' after school..i mean going to 'tabasan' or 'gansau' sampai petang...so these three pupils has the potential to pass my paper and i hope with their full blast efforts, I'm sure they can do it!

I'm so proud of myself.....finally, NO plastic bag during my shopping barang2 dapur trip...if you are in Keningau, Hiap Lee is the best place to shop...usually once a month, we anak beranak will go buy our grocery stock at Keningau sambil jalan2 & makan2lah...and for the first time, I'm using my survey bag coz Hiap Lee don't have one...thanks to her...i finally got the courage to do something too...

almost over

2010-06-18T09:47:00.000+08:00

Three week holidays is almost over and I'm trying to find where my school bag is...working mode is gonna be activated this Monday...and of course I'm gaining few kilos too...oh well....my frens are going to receive their scroll this week and mine will be sent by post...hahhahah...I've other plan so I'm trying to save some $$$$ for something...perhaps next year (all finger cross)...

it's holidays

2010-06-09T21:35:00.000+08:00

Family affairs is over...it was FUN & TIRED!! and we all end up with sore throat, cough and flu...all pictures had been uploaded in FB so no pictures for this post...maybe later or tigu lah dulu :) so it's the 2nd week of my holidays..nothing to do just relaxing, taking cares of my two kids and spring cleaning while waiting for the world cup...not going anywhere except to KK...just want to have a piece of mind before the school start again...I'm going to have my final ultimate battle with my year 6 pupils tis July & August because tis year, the pupils were below average proficiency level so siaplah kamu nanti....be ready for kena tukul ya...and since i didn't take any SBT class, I'll be expanding my family by adopting two or three pupils for two month so that i can brainwash them; with hope, they can pass my English Language paper...or I'll get the blame if the UPSR percentage drop down...which is not my fault if it's happen...it's involve both party if you want a pupils get flying colour result but unfortunately some parents just drop they children to school and hope for the best from the teachers..and some complains no homework were given to their children...there's a reason why i don't give homework that is, the next morning their exercise/activity book is exactly the same as yesterday or they just copy the question given and THAT'S WHY NO HOMEWORK, its classwork now....few years back, we have tis sa called father want his son to be transfer to another school with the reason "anak sa tidak juga pandai2 kalau skul di sni, jadi sa mau kasi pindah dia p skul *****"...then out of the blue, tis so called father came back to the school "sa mau kasi daftar anak sa balik sni skul...jauh bei tu skul"...padahal anak dia kena buang sekolah...macam sja kami tidak tau...no school want him so the father yang tidak tau malu, register back his son at school...so the moral of the story is, if you have children...do please play your part and get involve in every step with boundaries of course...when you become parents, sky is the limit when it's comes to your flesh and blood...you'll do and give anything, if possible the world but there's rules to be observed for better future...ohh wellll....what was i mumbling about...it's my/our life and it's beautiful even when it's getting sour sometimes...

it's almost here..

2010-05-22T20:39:00.000+08:00

School Holiday is almost here...and next week family events will be activated...firstly, Joey's wedding reception on 29/5 then SASI family day 30/5 and finally Kaamatan Kampung Tondulu on 30 & 31 May...its truly aramaiitiii weekend...and my moginum license had been expired since I'm trying to get pregnant few years back...i wonder, how will i be catching up with all the pinunan later...hahhahah...i guess, i just had to run here and there...

anyways, Ivan is going to be 5 month soon..and how time has gone with the wind :)...he's the little bos with big attitude in the house...and i wonder which family gene that he's inherit...Isaac more to Hubby mother side...while Ivan, still not sure...just has to wait for a month or two...

father's day is coming soon so THIS for you my love....i know you super like it kan....actually it's for my uncle Zen but his bed was king size so he demand to change it....then to make my life easier, i decided to give hubby as something special to remind him how much i love and adore him...so Isaac and hubby will have a good night/day sleep always as we do...actually we sleep in the same room but different bed...me with Ivan in our king bed and Isaac with hubby....coz ndak muat kalau semua in one bed :)

my new so called hobby had cost me huge $$$$ but...as their say - the bigger your investment, the bigger your returns, but you have to be willing to take a chance, you might have to understand your might lose it all, but you can still take that chance if you invested wisely, because the payoff might just surprise you...so just moving forward!....and I'll be attending courses to gain some knowledge and learning skills from the expertise...my first course will be on July...then practice, and more practise in the future...as a mother of two, working and living in rural area...i really need something to escape from my daily routine...so that i'll be able to stand on the ground even if i'm in my worse moment....

p/s: if anyone want to sleep well at night/day...pls let me know....it's really worth it!! if you willing to spend thousand on branded item so why not pampered yourself with great mattress :)

Happy Mommy Day!!

2010-05-09T19:13:00.001+08:00

We planned to celebrate Mommy's day at KK but since something unexpectedly comes up so, me (anak-beranak) + elsie & garey carried out the plan..furthermore, we already booked hotel...if anyone want to stay at KK, i recommended Promenade Apartments..bleh sumbat one big family :) we really enjoy ourselves very much!!

garey & isaac at metrojaya

Isaac at promenade

Ivan & Isaac...we tepaksa buy another smaller stroller for ivan coz the the previous one was too big..

Elsie & Ivan resting

...our LOVE...

Happy Mommy's Day to me..

To My Mom, I loved you yesterday, I love you tomorrow and everyday. I wish there was a way I could repay all the things you have done for me, but there's nothing great enough to repay the greatest mother of all.

yuuhuuuu

2010-05-04T21:01:00.000+08:00

ooodooiii dogo!!! it's been a while...busy bah di skul with all files that needed to be up-to-date ASAP coz nazir and PPD currently doing their spot checking without any notis.....so far everything OK lah...at least i've something to show/display...and of course the Peperiksaan Penggal Pertama and its means we; the cigu2 need to berebut mem-photocopy or you'll be ended spending your own $$ at the book store...as for me, just started my year one paper and three set to go (year 4-6)...but all these work-load will be pay off with the three weeks holidaysss....yeah!!!

my tyroid...it's a good news and nothing to worry about...no medication to take and no surgical treatment...i've just need to do some medical check up every six month at Rafflesia Medical Center...but i'll still be going to goverment hospital tis Thursday for my appointment and to make comparison about the blood test..and i need to make some medical declaration for my insurance too...above all, thank GOD!!

we just lepaking while enjoying the evening yang banyak nyamuk..hahahaa..

Pokerstars SCOOP 2010 freeroll

2010-04-27T05:20:00.002+08:00

Phrase 3:
How to Play 8 Game Mix?

Phrase 4:
How to Play Badugi?

Find The Poker Star In You!

my oh my

2010-04-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

I’ve been diagnose as Hypothyroidism last Thursday...I’ve been having this swelling on my neck since primary school as far as I can remember and I never show any symptoms regarding of this illness...I don’t know what kind of force move me for medical check up but I did and the result was shocking...and the doctor said I was the luckiest person in the world coz when a woman diagnose with this illness; would never be able to have child or the child will be abnormal...and the doctor also mention that; since I already being numb to my living life style now...I can’t distinguish what is normal and sickness...and I’ve two choices – medication or surgery. I can’t go for medication coz I’m breastfeeding and surgery was not in my option right now...still has to wait for next appointment....maybe more option later...btw, I’ve to stop eating any white veggie...cauliflower, cabbage and ‘tundok mundok’ also has to be stop immediately and of course meat too...and lotsa iodine on the way....it’s not as bad as its sound...

enough of the yada yada

Ivan the one who's gonna break someone heart

me as their shouder to cry on

Fabian my patner in crime

the patin gonna be our dinner

Isaac the cry baby

these are the reason for me to keep moving forward no matter what happen ; till death do us part

i might had done something good in the past..coz HE had gave me two perfect bundle of joy even in my worse condition...only GOD knew how we felt right now...praise the lord...

High Stakes Poker Tournament

2010-03-30T07:43:00.000+08:00

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helo!

2010-03-27T19:03:00.000+08:00

Wahhh…lama sdah x meng-update tis blog…well, my hands were full, and starting to work after very long holidays is headache…this few past week, I’ve been trying to teach as fast I could and trying very hard to chase every page of the syllabus too but it too good to be true…just hope for miracle and lotsa prayer so that they understood what I taught…so, I’ve finish my study and suddenly dunno what to do during weekend…so I bought THiS to develop a new hobby or perhaps side income in the future…and so far, I’ve one customer…hahhaha…hopefully, they love what I’ll be doing soon..Finger cross!

there's no more peaceful moments at home since Ivan came into our life...except when they were sleeping..and Ivan is totally different with Isaac...it's the opposite of everything...Ivan more active than Isaac and more manja than Isaac too...orang tua2 bilang, kalau anak pertama senang diurus then yang kedua susah skit...it's all new experience for us and we njoy every moment of it...

FREE : $22 ticket hopefully $108 also :)

2010-03-04T18:50:00.000+08:00

I watched the WSOP 2009 $10k NL Main Event last year. It was very interesting somebody with pair of KK and QQ folding after seeing the community cards.
They opponent does not have anything but he was bluffing all the way to river card.

These KK and QQ guys so scared that they folded their winning hands, obviously they lack of skills. While the bluffer obviously told us that u don’t need a good hand to win a pot, which is why playing poker is clearly a game of skill.

Ivan Fullmoon

2010-02-12T18:13:00.001+08:00

It's ivan fullmoon celebrations so let the pictures speak for itself...we had so much fun while eating, drinking and chatting all day long...thank you for coming and thank you too for the 'angpow' and gifts..it's really so nice of you all...and the next gathering is on CNY eve..just can't wait!!

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2010-01-25T10:46:00.003+08:00

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The Journey

2010-01-23T09:43:00.001+08:00

(two hour after Ivan was born)

31 Dec 2009

After taking my usual morning nap…decided to hit the shower before going to my mum house for makan makan since it was the last day of 2009 while waiting for the new year…surprisingly, they was blood… since Isaac was born force (induce) so I’ve no experience when it came to natural pain of giving birth…so I hurriedly taking my bath and wash my hair then tell Hubby about it…pack my thing and went to the hospital to check in at around 1pm…nervously call my mum and she clam me down since I was like panicking….the pain was every 10 – 15 minutes….Tambunan Hospital has new rule…no one was allowed to accompany a patient unless if the patient was undergo a surgeon or lost some abilities…so I was alone after visiting hour…and it was very uneasy without my mum beside me…and at that moment I’ve to depend on my instinct and alert all the sense I have…finally around 10pm the pain was like every 3 minutes and it’s hurt so much that I could not even take a step to the labour room…FYI, you by yourself have to walk to the labour room before and after deliver…which is insane!! No wheelchair, No nurses to carry you all the way…you just have to be strong I guess...and that what you get went you want your child to be born in Tambunan….exactly 1050pm, my water broke (I was keeping my eyes on the wall clock as I was counting the minutes) and the pain was indescribable…and at 1103pm…my Ivan was totally out from my V**na…it was a fast one!…Ivan was 3.9kg (thank GOD)….he was born three day early …as for Isaac…it took me like four hours to bring him to the world…everyone in the family want Ivan to be the new year baby but he want to be the youngest among other babies that born in 2009…and guess what, his birthday will be celebrated every year by everyone while waiting for the new year…how fantastic it was!!!

1 Jan 2010

Mum & my sis LC came early that morning…2nd grandson…and Ivan look precisely like his brother Isaac…primarily we still not sure what to name him…then when some people recommended the same name hence we agree to stick with it…I still remember how Isaac face when he saw me with Ivan…he look confused and he didn’t even want to hug me or look at Ivan…I was discharge at around 11am after all the paper work is done…and once again, Isaac was like “why he’s coming home with mumy”…and after few days…I guess he understand that Ivan is his little brother whose came out from mumy tummy…so this is the beginning of my thirty days of PANTANG…NO house chores, NO driving, NO outdoor activities, NO pure water bathing, NO hair washing, NO Veggie, NO cool drinks and so on BUT say YES to sup “lihing” twenty four seven, YES to bad body odor, YES to stinky hair, YES to sleepless night, YES to eating all kinds of Chinese medicine, YES to uncontrolled dripping milk from my breast and many more….beyond all these, the pain and soreness, the NO and YES, sleepless night and crying out loud…its came with lots and lots of joyous and love to us…which make us tremendous happy and proud to be parents… and we plan to do it all over again after Ivan reach two years old…

Welcoming baby#2

2010-01-03T08:57:00.001+08:00

Name : Ivan

Pronunciation: EYE vun

Meaning : God is graciousGender : Boy

DOB: 31 Dec 2009

POB : Hospital Tambunan

Age: 3 days

Welcome to the world Ivan

He was my second child

It was love at first sight, looking into his chubby face

He lay so calmly, and with much grace

I knew he was a gift heaven sent

For me I know he was meant

I love him with all my heart

I did very much, from the very start

What a precious angel I had for me

still waiting

2009-12-29T10:45:00.000+08:00

Another three day to go before welcoming the year of the tiger 2010….don’t have new resolution; just want to live each day with plenty of happiness, good health and making more money of course...anyway, I’m still waiting for the big moment and it’s haven’t happen yet…due is on 3rd Jan and still not deliver…I’ll be check in to the hospital for another induce labour…I really don’t want to be over due again coz baby#2 might be getting bigger…so, now I’m just spending my time with watching TV, sleep and surfing ….school will be re-open next week and of course I’m not going to school until March…I’m on maternity leave…and I bet their plenty of work waiting to be done by that time…

Mery Xmas

2009-12-25T06:04:00.000+08:00

Whatever is bright and beautiful, whatever means the most to you, whatever brings you happiness, these are the things i wish for you and your family...." May the spirit of Xmas bring you peace, the gladness of Xmas give you hope, the warmth of Xmas grant you love..MERRY XMAS!!"

Hold On...

2009-12-15T19:03:00.005+08:00

Exactly 9 days to go....and hopefully i can be part of it :) ...yesterday i went for another BSP (Blood Sugar Profile) just to ensure my sugar level OK...and of course it's OK...my sugar level was in the middle of everything...but still the doctor insist asking me to go for induce deliver on 21 Dec which is four day before Xmas...sapa mau!!! the family was fine with the doctor suggestion but not me...if everything went well...i want to postponed it until 28 Dec...just after Xmas :) so far, me and baby#2 was doing very fine in every way....i don't want hubby stuck with me at home during Xmas while everybody else was having fun eating and drinking :)...above all, i just don't want to missed Xmas..ahahaahh....

Xmasss....

2009-12-06T10:46:00.005+08:00

I just can't wait for Xmas to come....and hopefully I'm not in the labour...this year we'll be celebrate Xmas at my parents house...usually we'll be having party at my MIL but since not everyone will be home this year and due to other matters thus we'll be having makan makan at my parents house lahhh....and by that time...my belly is a time bomb...anytime... day or night...awake or asleep...it's will go uhhh-ahhh with or without warning...and i hope + all fingers cross it's happen after Xmas...otherwise I'll be having blue Xmas :( Anyways...next week I'll be having three final final paper...but it's not officially over until the final result is out...then I'll be shopping for Xmas present...

Me: saayang...buka sdah suria...mari p shopping lepas sa exam...

Hubby: bahhh....skrang lahhhh...

Me: nantilahhh lepas sa abis exam..ari anam kaaa...

Hubby: perut ko mau malatup sdah pun masih lagi mau jalannnn...

me: lamaaa lagiii bahhh nieee

so...it's mean NO lahhh...nampak gaya...survey kgau sja lahhh nieee....so far...only baby#2 punya present sja yg dibeli....need to make a list....emmm five more presents...

coffee break

2009-11-26T21:27:00.003+08:00

Final is around the corner...so I'm going to stop blogging for a while...or until something interesting comes up and happy xmas shopping to you....

Yeahhhh...

2009-11-16T20:12:00.003+08:00

It's the final week of school season...then I'll be having four or five weeks holidays that I'm gonna spend with sipping milk and killing time until baby #2 is born....well, we already knew what baby#2 gender...and I've been like yes no with hubby suggestion of names....we want HIM to have a short and meaningful name...not more than six letters of alphabets :) hopefully we'll make up our mind soon..anyways...busy with hari ucapan this coming Thursdays...and things that needed to be done before my long holidays....coz I'll be back to school on March next year after my maternity leave...and hopefully I'll be transferring to nearer school soon...I'm tired to drive 52 miles per-day for almost seven years....getting old i guess..hahahhah....

i've decided to go for normal than C-section

i've been thinking

2009-10-17T18:35:00.002+08:00

C-section or Normal birth??...went to visit the doctor yesterday and as predictable… baby #2 is over his/her actual weight…more likely 300g heavier than what she/he suppose to be…. and another three months to go, I wonder what the actual weight will be…I told Hubby about these choices and actually Hubby was waiting for the right moment to ask me to go for C-section if baby #2 is over 4kg again if baby #2 is below 4kg then of course normal birth it is...I’ve told my mom about what I want and she agreed because for what I’ve been through with Isaac…I’m just not sure I’ve the energy like I used to have when I brought Isaac to the world…weight is just a matter of number and what we really want is baby #2 in pink of health…I hope I’ll make the right decision soon…

I'm a survivor

2009-10-05T05:30:00.003+08:00

...This is my wish list list #2...Isaac was the most excited coz he has all the space he want...

My 30th birthday...celebrate with family only!!

3rd trimester here we come...this month I'm going to busy with school final exam and all kinds of analysis and reports that needed to be submitted before school holidays begin and some work has to be done to before my maternity leave next January 2010...nasib baik bukan guru kelas..kalau tidak bertambah2 lagi keja....anyways, since Lil unborn baby gaining some baby fat so do the mummy...I'm gaining so many kilos now...and i wonder how to get rid of it next year...and at the moment...I'm still looking for baby #2 names...boy or girl still a puzzle...he/she still to shy to let us know :) and Isaac still wondering what happen to mummy tummy and why he was told to talk with baby #2....and frankly saying, I'm afraid and scared...going through another labour moment but somehow I'm really sure..i can do it all over again but maybe limit to three only...:)

what to do..

2009-09-18T16:52:00.003+08:00

Leg cramps

heartburn

swollen feet & ankles

can't sleep comfortably
sleep disturbances

frequent visit to the rest room

snoring
-

these are the symptoms that I'm going to deal with at the moment until baby #2 is born...being pregnant was a great gift from 'HIM' but behind the joy we had, the symptoms was expectable and just be patient coz it's just for nine months only....i can bear some of the symptom except the leg cramps...it's really damn hurt!! it's last for few second but it's feel like forever...the cramps only can be describe by tears...apart from that, me and baby#2 just doing fine :)

It's Raya holidays and I'm not sure what to do during this holidays...not planning for vacation or anything maybe we just stay at home relaxing...and definitely going to KK next week...I'm going to hit the number 30 next week so i going to bought something special for me :) I've three in the list so far wish list No.1 had been full fill that is BABY!!...No. 2 also granted and it's really burn big hole in my account...wish list No.3 is still pending :( it's D60...since I've spend so much in No.2...hubby kinda give me so many many patah perkataan..ask me to wait until at least end of the year or better next year...sedih nie :( but I've got this feeling it's gonna be next year...

Lau Kung

2009-09-11T22:32:00.000+08:00

For these days and years

You filled my heart with cheer

And all the happy memories

For this I love you dear

You've given me so much joy

In everything you do so well

You're more than just my husband

You are also my special pal

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE

Baby #2

2009-09-09T14:54:00.006+08:00

This is Isaac's brother/sister...the doctor still not sure what baby#2 gender coz baby#2 still shy shy :) going to have another scanning next month just to make sure if HE or She...just can't wait!! and guess what...my baby #2 has the potential to be weight above 4kg again...not a good news for me...base on my 1st experience with Isaac :(...hopefully not so big lah this time...anyways, I've already make shopping list for baby#2...nothing much to buy actually coz Isaac's cloths/lampins/towels/booties etc still can be used...by now 2nd trimester is almost over and I'm going to enjoy my final trimester soon...

31/8

2009-08-31T18:59:00.001+08:00

The last day of holidays :( but raya holidays is coming soon yeahhh...that's the fun of being teacher...get paid even during the holidays :) what did we do during the holidays..well, just staying at and went to KK and Kgau to satisfied my carvings...and i wonder what next in line :)....baby#2 is growing very well and very sensitive...kicking belly almost all the time...

bought these things...my comfort shoes - Bata sja yang mampu dibeli :) , stretch mark cream and baby#2 comforter, pillow and bolster....i haven't make any baby list for 'things to buy' yet coz I'm going to recycle some of Isaac's stuff then I'll be doing some shopping for baby#2....and this time, we want to know our baby gender as earlier as possible so that we'll be ready for everything

here we are at Usagi to satisfied my sushi craving

this is what i WANT to eat

this pic was taken last Sunday at IP Kgau...it was a 'merdeka day' for me as a student because i submitted my thesis...feel so good!!! no more migraine, no more restless night and i can enjoy my final semester happily...

Friend

2009-08-24T13:50:00.003+08:00

Isaac got new fren..it's a CAT! It's not our cat actually, maybe she didn't get much food and love from her owner so she move into our house few weeks ago...and she become our new pet ;) we just called her meoww...here's some pic of isaac and meoww bonding 2gether...

Love

2009-08-08T06:41:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Isaac!!

Tick! Tick! Tick!

2009-07-26T19:29:00.005+08:00

when i started blogging it was just for my own reflection no other specific purpose but lately...there's so many individual called teacher had passed away either with stroke or cancer and it's really scary...palis palis!!! Is teaching a tension jobs?? Does teacher suffer hyper-tension syndrome?? Teaching is not an easy job specially dealing with primary pupils in rural area...i need to do medical check up ASAP coz there's so many things i want to do...desire that need to be full fill...and many more. now I've very strong reason why i need blog as much as i possibly can because i want to dedicate this blog to my dearest Hubby, children and family...it's at least what i can do...

quickie

2009-07-10T19:11:00.002+08:00

It's July and how time had fly fly away.

I'm not feeling very well.

I hate that PPSMI will be over soon after spending billions on everything.

Some just didn't know how to take one step ahead.

Next week is mid-term...had to do some studying.

Baby#2 is doing just fine.

Morning sickness seem to be over.

Isaac going to be two next month.

I'm thinking of something for my birthday.

HAT

2009-06-29T06:05:00.001+08:00

An old lady was standing at the railing of the cruise ship holding her hat tight so that it would not blow away in the wind.

A gentleman approached her and said, "Pardon me, madam.I do not intend to be forward but did you know that your dressis blowing up in this high wind?"

"Yes, I know," said the lady.

"I need both my hands to hold onto this hat."

"But madam, you must know that you are not wearing any panties and your privates are exposed!"said the gentleman in earnest.

The woman looked down,then back up at the man and replied,"Sir, anything you see down there is 85 years old.I just bought this hat yesterday!"

Thanks SAA of kent for this joke

Black or White

2009-06-27T13:09:00.004+08:00

Music would be totally different without MJ...RIP and thank you for the music you brought to us....your music will live forever!

Isaac...he love pose for the camera and wait for mama D60...it's really coming soon :)

these are what i eat most of the time...mengidam/craving for limau manis...and only available during tamu time...so I've to pajak semua supaya ada stok until next tamu :)

yummy...

2009-06-20T14:09:00.004+08:00

around 4pm today...

me: aduiiii

hubby: tulahhhh...sampai 'kurugui' sdah pun masih lagi mau garut...tamakkkk...tulah kan isaaccc...

me: cuci sambil picit my thumb...

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i was sedang mengarut mangga air...then as you know, kalau pregnant nie sampai biji pun sayang mau buang...semua mau talan...i was saving my manggo coz tinggal skit sdah bah...sdah lah now and then susah mau cari mangga yang teda giuk...baby#2 suka makan asammmmm......

emmm

2009-06-20T14:09:00.003+08:00

We just staying at home during the last two weeks holidays...enjoying every moment of it. I've been busy up-dating all files at school since 'the nazir' is going to be visiting Tambunan next week or the next next week...and I'm in the mood of super lazy :) and for the next week and so, I'll be entering my second trimester...hopefully all the mual2 thing will be vanish...and it's pay back time :) i can eat whet ever i want.....

Last Sunday, we having makan2...it's Father's Day :)....and to hubby and my bapak, wishing you both a very happy PaPa day and i love both of you very much...

..Isaac 1st experience with the sea..

Lokawi Zoo...it's a very tiring journey but we had so much fun..

VOCA

2009-06-07T20:15:00.000+08:00

...Njoy...

HOLIDAYSSS

2009-06-01T10:39:00.002+08:00

..we'll be away for a while..

Scolopendromorpha

2009-05-25T17:47:00.010+08:00

I almost had an accident today just because of this insect LIPAN!! it was as big as two finger! it happen after school hour...masa masuk kreta tu...ndak pula perasaan yang si kawan nie tengah bersenang lenang or camouflage dekat wiper kreta...so tengah driving about 80km/j....tiba-tiba binatang nie berjalan-jalan depan wiper and macam cari lubang mau masuk coz kuat angin maybe...apalagi me panic and almost hit a car that came towards me...and i forget that i've two other passanger with me...my friend cath next to me was shouting and ask me to clam down and pull over so that we can do something about it....and time mau cari tempat pull over tu...the lipan was still ndak juga terbang...wiper pun sdah pasang yang paling laju macam hujan ribut sja..but binatang tu ndak juga jatuh or what so ever...tempat pull over pun like 1km ahead...tahap ketakutan tu...tuhan sja yang tau...mana tidak, kalau masuk tu lipan then gigit my kaki or what so ever...matailah!!! then whe we reach where lorry used to pulled over...me jump out from the car...cath cari kayu and remove the lipan...ndak mau turun bah tu lipan...i ask cath to kill it tapi dia bilang biarlah...halau punya halau..then si lipan nie p lah di jalan besar...then mati kena langgar lori...padan muka!!! and ada juga kreta yang pass by sempat yelling...KENAPA??? while driving slow kambing...anyways we continue journey, sepanjang jalan tu 'sumarat'/kegelian/goosebump/takut sja...then i told cath..'kalau tu lipan kluar dari aircone...abislah!!!'...then she said 'kita tangkap sja lah'...then i said 'pandailah ko!'....and spontanously, i said a prayer :) i was carrying five life everyday to school (me+baby, cath+baby and Ro**ya)...luckily nothing bad happen and we safely arrive at tambunan...i told hubby...then he said 'lain kali check2 dulu bah..kalau ada apa2 mcm mana'...then i keep quite...it's my fault...i should be more alert/careful next time.

60KG!!

2009-05-21T05:53:00.004+08:00

my new 'book'

my two 'soto'

i went to KKIA yesterday morning...to make new registration for our 2nd baby...i was labelled as green because pregnant again before Isaac is two and my first baby was 4.2 kg...and was advised to take birth control pills next time after 2nd baby is born...but tigu lah dulu...coz birth control pills can make you face ugly with bintik2 hitam.....so my choice is using condom :)...this time the procedure is more complicated...picture of both parents are require, HIV test and so on....and when i was on the scale..it's show 60KG...OMG!!! where did i get those extra kilosss????...i used to be like 50KG but then after Isaac was born it's up to 55KG...flashing back few months ago...i was so frustrated when I'm still not pregnant so i turn to food to comfort me...so that's what i get now..extra kiloss!! oh well...now I'm having morning sickness hopefully some kiloss will banish soon :)....my craving was still not that really emergency...except for the bubur ayam kampung :) nasib baik we have our own ayam kampung :)...so it's settle. Orang tua tua bilang..kalau mengidam mesti mau kasi tunai kalau ndak..nanti anak balik balik berliur-liur...superstitious? it's depends to individual but as for me ikut sja sakap urang tua :)

the worse part is, the nurse had to poke me 3 times just to get my blood sample...ndak juga sakit tapi mata yang sakit memandang....

Unseen Hero!!!

2009-05-16T07:50:00.003+08:00

"I can appriciate coffee without susu, nights without lampu, curry without ayam, burgers without keju, but NOT school without GURU/SIGU"

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHER OUT THERE!!

ohhhh!!!

2009-05-14T20:01:00.004+08:00

And how's mom doing?

It’s official

grumble

morning sickness

lazzzzy

sleepy head

Kaamatan

2009-05-12T19:49:00.003+08:00

we went to Pesta Kaamatan District level last Saturday...sight seeing only....we didn't wait for the Unduk Ngadau coz it's so panasssss....and it's start around 2pm...sakit kaki ohhh bediri lama lama....

.. familiar faces...

the kerbau(s) that took part in sapa yang paling gumuk

... handbags...

... more handicraft here and there...

i was looking for these...gred AAA

choir from SMK Nambayan

Today

2009-05-10T20:29:00.003+08:00

To all mother out there,

Not every flower can represent LOVE, but ROSES did it. Not every tree can stand thirst, but CACTUS did it. Not everyone can be a good MOTHER, but YOU did it...Happy Mother's Day..

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I LOVE YOU MUM!!

Names

2009-05-08T17:43:00.007+08:00

Hubby: sayang...ko sdah cari nama kah??

Me: awaaall lagi pun nie...

Hubby: nie kali sa yang kasi nama ah...abis si Isaac ko yang cari tu nama...

Me: baah..tapi kalau sa ndak suka awaaasss ah...

Hubby: bukan ko juga yang pigi bikin surat beranak...

Me: eeehhh...apa lah nama???

Hubby: mana bulih kasi tauuuu...hahahhahah

Me: .......[make ugly face]...

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p/s: hubby..I'm just 5 weeks pregnant...going to clinic next Monday for new registration :)

Marry me Today!

2009-05-05T20:30:00.003+08:00

...hubby is sooo into this song...here's the translation...

[Rough English translation: because it's hard to translate something that i understand but can't find the right words for it]

Tao: The flowers blossom in the warm spring day

take away the sadness of winter day

the breeze has a brought romantic atmosphere

suddenly every love songs seems to have an implication

I suddenly see you at this moment

Cai: The smell of the flowers in warm spring days

Take way the coldness of winter days

The breeze has brought unexpected love

The song that birds singing has brought us closer to each other

I suddenly love you at this moment, listen to me

He: Handing hands walk together with me

Create blessedly life

Yesterday is too late

Don’t make tomorrow regrettable

Will you marry me today?

Tao: Jolin in the house

Cai： D.T. in the house

Tao： Jolin in the house

Cai： D.T. in the house

Tao： Jolin in the house

Cai： D.T. in the house

He： Our love in the house

Tao： Sweet Sweet love

Tao: The passion in the summer days

Affect the laziness of spring days

Sunshine shines up on every fortunate family

Every love songs will bring up the memory

Recall back in the days how I met you

Cai: The sadness of winter days

Continue the loneliness of autumn days

The breeze has brought the yearning in blended happiness and sadness

The bird sings unwanted separation
Rap: Hey hey, uh uh

Ding dong, listen to the bell in church

We are witness in front of God and relatives

This couple will now become husband and wife

Don’t forget how consecrated it is

Are you willing to be her side no matter sickness or happiness together forever?

Cherish her, respect her, comfort her, and protect her

Both of you together create a happy family

Are you willing to do that? YES, I DO

He: Listen to me handing hands walk to the end of road

Give me your whole life

Yesterday is passed, tomorrow will be more memory

You are marrying me today

I'll miss u..

2009-05-03T16:23:00.004+08:00

we planned to visits you tomorrow BUT you makes us come to met you today when everything is too late for us....

John 11:25-26 – “Jesus said to her, ‘I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and believes in me will never die."

after battling her cancer for almost 3 years...my dear friend Cecelia Asim passed away last night around 9 pm in her husband arms @ keningau hospital...me (we) from school was there (funeral) this morning to pay our last respect. May your soul rest in peace and do please watch over us...goodbye c'lia and I'll be missing you...

HOPE

2009-05-03T14:56:00.000+08:00

...hopefully it 's not a false alarm again...

Swine Influenza

2009-05-01T09:37:00.005+08:00

Can people catch swine flu from eating pork?

No. Swine influenza viruses are not transmitted by food. You can not get swine influenza from eating pork or pork products. Eating properly handled and cooked pork and pork products is safe. Cooking pork to an internal temperature of 160°F kills the swine flu virus as it does other bacteria and viruses.

(read more)

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before YOU make any statement about the swine flu...PLEASEEEE fill up your brain at least with some information/evidence before voicing out anything...don't just simply say something which is out of the fact!! unless you can't read or being stupid. There's tons of information about H1N1 Flu...so why don't surf for it rather than talks about rubbish. It's really annoying!! so shut you mouth and start reading!!

here i am

2009-04-27T20:32:00.006+08:00

After trying few layout and considering that I'm not the IT person...so i stick to this layout :)...and of course I'll be changing it again soon...anyways, life is a bit stress now...finishing my thesis which still in progress...and what worse is, all the women in my school are pregnant!!!...so super jealous...i wonder when is my turn (GOD please answer my prayer)...I'm the one who's wanted to get pregnant first but still not pregnant...while others were "kalau ada, adalah"...how frustrated!!!...oh well....let's talk about food...yummy....

[ this is 'payau' cooked with rice wine + spring onion]

...it's hard to get the meat coz you know lah why...available only at black market...

[ and this are 'keliu' or small river fish & 'rokot']

...i like it to be deep fried sampai garing and eat it with perahan limau kapas...oohh just thinking of it; makes me berliur-liur

so...have you submit your e-filling?? me..just submitted it just now...

changing

2009-04-24T05:43:00.002+08:00

" I have a persistent fantasy about being able to eloquently express exactly who I am with this page of mine. Until that comes to fruition, please view my lack of expressive power as merely a temporary phenomenon."

When a GIRL

2009-04-21T17:48:00.003+08:00

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing .... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you… she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest… she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' …. she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ...

Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot.who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

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......poch & helena... since both of you are the one and only bujang in 981 until now...so this is for specialy YOU to enjoy ya :)...

it's here!!

2009-04-20T18:39:00.008+08:00

after one months + few days...it's finally here!! Mr. Post office call me this morning says " Hello, nie dari post ofis. Saa.. ada sdah pos laju kamu sampai...nanti ko singgah ambil tagah ari lah ah..." Me: "bah nanti sa p ambil...tank u ah!!" with a big smile yang sampai nampak gigi, sa off HP :)...ndak sabar mau pulang :)....so ini lah barang-barang nya, bukan satu tapi dua...serentak sampai!!!...last few week, sa ada order LC purse and Crocs Shoes...lama sdah mengidam2kan crocs shoes tapi belum ada yang memikat hati until i saw this crocs...mesti mau punya :)...so sapa yang berminat, bleh lah p order seperti address di bawa nie (pic)...the crocs was sangat2 selesa...hard to describe in words...you must try it on your own feet for further information :) love it!!! about the converter...singing was so much fun...get ready to Laugh Out Loud when you turn in to our home made video :) (blue=hubby , red=wifey)

p/s: can't upload video..maybe too big...update later.

visit

2009-04-10T21:31:00.003+08:00

Tag!!

2009-04-08T23:00:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Ellena

1. What were you doing 5 years ago?
* working as a teacher a.k.a cikgu
* start my life as Mrs. Fabian Stan
* buy myself an apartment

2. What were the 5 things on your to do list today?
* teaching
* cooking
* pigi pasar malam beli sayur
* play with Isaac
* study kunun sambil watch TV

3. What are 5 snacks that you enjoy?
* Dim Sum
* bread
* potato chip (wise)
* fruits (kalau ada dalam fridge)
* cookies

4. What are 5 jobs you've had?
* the one and only – Cigu Sekolah Rendah
(after Form 5…dua ari Form 6..then trus masuk Maktab)

5. Tag 5 person and who are they?
Nancy
Amih
Poch
Eva
Sapa2 yg sudi buat :)

POKOK!!

2009-04-07T21:17:00.005+08:00

it's been a while...busy with exam and it's the most scary topic ever...GRAMMAR and the tree diagram!!! till tis very moment, i still can't memorizes all of it...i need more than this life time to really learnt it...final paper is on Sunday and i need all the luck to pass this subject...how i wish; i've doraemon :)

smile again

2009-03-25T21:56:00.003+08:00

...we bought THIS just to ease the pain in our heart...

RIP

2009-03-24T20:54:00.004+08:00

we lost our dogs today and yesterday...mickey & takumi :(...they been sick for a while after been beaten up by someone who's insane and moron...i just don't understand why some individual are so not afraid of 'karma'...ya i know you can always go for confession...but still i hope you pay for what you did to our dogs...and if you don't satisfied with us..i dare you to face us than put the anger to our dogs!! I've nothing else to say..i just hope you go to hell soon!!!

SingStar

2009-03-22T19:25:00.009+08:00

we are waiting for these to be arrive soon...so that we can sing out loud...it's a singstar microphone & USB converter for PS2 & PS3...we try to find it in KK but no one knew about it so we buy online lah at ebay and it's only available at US....hopefully it will in the post box 2 or 3 more days...

the transaction details...shipping fee yang mahal

Sudden Death

2009-03-20T09:31:00.004+08:00

our deepest condolence to Uncle Benny Tarajih and family for the lost of their youngest son (form 4) last Wednesday...he was doing the normal routine of activity in the morning...cutting grass..then he had his lunch and had a afternoon nap as usual...when the sun is gone..he still hasn't woke up...when they try to wake him up...they found out that he's not breathing anymore...he die in his sleep...he had no chronic medical history....it's a sudden death (SUDS)- read more here...which is unbelievable but it's happen..a friend of hubby also die such way....

may his soul rest in peace

Death breaks hearts

Death is soreness to the heart
Death is a feeling of eternal sorrow and pain
Death is a call of heaven or hell
Death is when your loved one have forever gone away
Death is something we all will go through
Death is the last goodbye

Forbidden Love II

2009-03-19T19:18:00.004+08:00

Your beauty is beyond compare

With silky locks of black straight

With ivory skin and eyes of brownish

Your voice is soft like summer rain

And I cannot compete with you

And I can easily understand

How you could easily take my man

But you don’t know what he means to me

You could have your choice of men

But I could never love again

He’s the only one for me

I had to have this talk with you

My happiness depends on you

And whatever you decide to do

I’m begging of you please don’t take my man

Please don’t take him even though you can

Home

2009-03-17T18:01:00.006+08:00

they're safely home...even though i didn't went along to Jakarta & Medan..my T300 did!...but not much photos are taken...and they had great time...

my mum and small kazen are big fan of Goku too

the view from their room

grandma in action

one of their trip

the hotel where they sleep

....he families..

the family (sabah)

familiy again

mum with one of the indons guy....how i wish i was there too..maybe next year or end of this year :)

i hate rain...

2009-03-14T20:22:00.006+08:00

i hate rain coz it's makes want to eat all the time...i wonder when will the sun shows up....i miss the heat...and hopefully the sunny came fast too coz I'm gaining some extra kilos already :(

anyways, school is on the breaks and I'm loving it! and Tuesday is PTK exam...it was my third or fourth attempt to get four for my kertas khusus...one paper only..i hope I'll be the chosen one this time...

to all (not all) teachers out there...let's enjoy the holidays...and to those who's had to work during the holidays...keep up the good work ya!

Forbidden Love

2009-03-11T18:09:00.003+08:00

my heart is beating very fast now..anxiously waiting for you...i give out a smile that only yours truly understand...having a crush on you is not right...but the feeling is over the cloud nine...how can i tell him about you...

Understanding Woman

2009-03-10T21:01:00.005+08:00

A man walking along a California beach was deep in prayer. All of a sudden he said out loud, "Lord, grant me one wish." Suddenly the sky clouded above his head, and in a booming voice the Lord said, "Because you have TRIED to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The man said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can drive over anytime I want to."

The Lord said, "Your request is very materialistic. Think of the logistics of that kind of undertaking. The supports required to reach the bottom of the Pacific! The concrete and steel it would take! I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of another wish, a wish you think would honor and glorify me."
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The man thought about it for a long time. Finally he said, "Lord, I wish that I could understand women. I want to know how they feel inside, what they are thinking when they give me the silent treatment, why they cry, what they mean when they say 'nothing,' and how I can make a woman truly happy."

After a few minutes God said, "You want two or four lanes on that bridge?"

yummy!!

2009-03-07T19:21:00.002+08:00

(Contain flashing images and may not be suitable for people with photo sensitive epilepsy.)

this is my favorite food...'butod' or 'giuk rumbiah'...i only can buy this legacy during Tamu time that is on Thursday only...and have to berebut with urang lain...first come first serve!

beginilah rupa packaging butod...RM5.00 nie = 24 ekor

as for me, i like it to be fryed with little oil + onion & ginger...lagipun, I'm the only one will eat it all...hubby kepuasan sdah makan butod during his childhood time...so puas lah sa makan satu urang...kalau ramai urang, tepaksa masak sma 'tundok-mundok' (pucuk ubi kayu bah)....

ini lah my lunch...with bambangan & lada (my level of kepedasan = 1 biji lada padi)...bulih abis dua piring nasi tau...that's my home-made bambangan...kalau beli, hygiene nya blum tau bersih...

Isaac darling, you have to learnt to eat some of our culture legacy....satu sja butod dia dapat talan...

Sebastian & Debby

2009-03-06T20:10:00.006+08:00

These people can make you beautiful and timeless in a frame

some of the pic during acara minum tea...i didn't go to the reception @ sutera harbour coz mau pigi sikul bisuknya..mum & my lil sis Elsie sja attend...then 2morrow mum and grandma fly to jakarta & bandung for a week ...sebelah bride's family coz Debby urang sna...the jurugambar was so fabulous...they're from here..allaboutlove.com.my....sapa2 yang ada budget lebih..bleh lah order durang nie...bulih tahan juga $$$$ nya...

... this was some of the pose...

the family

... us with the car...

these dogs was so adorable...mau sja kami curi

my grandma

sebastian's parents

gary...isaac and his 'yi yi'

the 'stuff'

just arrive

Gambar & Photos!

2009-03-05T20:06:00.009+08:00

before the urusan rasmi that is attending family wedding...kami pigi makan makan dulu...lagipun 1/3/09 baru durang uncle and bakal anty sa kawin....so kami pigi Usagi, mumy sa pun suka di sna..tidak ramai urang..kami2 sja :)...tapi nenek sa ndak suka pula...maklumlah pernah hampir hampir kana bom jipun dulu2....tapi kana paksa juga makan...siou ah nekk :) malamnya kami makan di canon a.k.a kg. nelayan ...bukan slalu p makan sadap2...lgpun food will be and always comfort me...specially time2 tekanan tahap dewa :)

...mumy siok sja makan tapi nenek monyok...nanti kita pigi seafood garden ah nek..sna teda masakan jipun...:)

It's FIX!

2009-03-02T18:44:00.002+08:00

RAHIMku tersepit....that's why blum ada rezeki till tis month....I went to a friend Father in law to check on my rahim...it's been tersepit for while i guess but before urut i feel no pain at all...so maybe teda masalah lah...but to ease my worries i drag myself to him...it took less than five minutes to fix it...and no pantang, no penggeras to pay...it's FOC! it's up to you, if you want you give token of appreciation or not :) Hopefully everything when OK after this...puas hati sa...the problem has been fix...everyone is super happy.

Malam ini, kami berdoa

seperti malam yang sudah, sudah

Tuhan Kirimkanlah kami

anak yang, sihat sejahtera

yang mencintai kami, seadanya

what happen?

2009-02-27T15:15:00.003+08:00

when i check the pregnancy test, it's show POSITIVE but then today out of the blue my panties full with blood...I'm period!! dammit!!!...i cry and shout but still it's doesn't change a thing...feel very so frustrated that i can kill someone now...how could this happen to me...I've been planning...and put ticker in my blog...telling the world...i just don't understand...hubby and mummy trying very hard to console me but the feeling and the situation I'm having now is to much for me..it's really to much...i hate it..i hate it...i hate it so much...

in luv..

2009-02-26T20:06:00.003+08:00

your first impression truly had caught my heart...i just can't wait for Thursday and Friday...and today you WOW me again...hope to see you again next week...

Joy to the world

2009-02-24T21:13:00.002+08:00

i want to share this news last week but the line was still not that clear...but this week, it's there and I'm proudly to say that I'm PREGNANT....been waiting for this miracle since October last year..it's not that easy to get pregnant again and with HIS will, I'll be having our second child...and finally Isaac is having lil brother/sister...and at the moment, the 'hormon' is not that bad maybe next month...I've been through the last 9 months roller coaster emotion when I'm having Isaac and I'm willing to do it again....it's a wonderful feeling...it's hard to keep a great news....so here i am, officially going to be a mother of two (in nine months)....everyone was so excited special hubby coz he's been 'working' very hard :)